Cubicles and other insults

I usually like my job, it's interesting, varied, a good employer, and I get to talk to some really nice people. Some not so nice, but the nice ones make up for the grumpier ones. Today, I'm not so happy. I've been demoted.

I haven't actually been demoted, but it feels that way. I have to give up my nice, moderately sized, quiet cubicle for a make-shift shoebox with a window. My boss is moving to a slightly smaller office with a window, but she's been in that space before and likes it. It also moves her farther away from me. She doesn't think its a big deal, but we converse a lot through the doorway separating us. I think it's going to be a pain in the butt! I'm actually going to be more isolated than I was before.

Our newest member of the team, although he has been able to take over a few tasks for me, is also one more person that I'm administrative support for. Love him and am very happy he's joined us, no question about that. The powers that be are also expanding programs and projects for the people I support, which is very exciting for them and the department.

I'm glad these things are happening, and glad that I get to support these new projects in my small way. But due to various reasons that are out of my control, none of the areas that I work with directly will be expanded. At times, it feels as if they aren't even being acknowledged. I don't feel like I'm being acknowledged. I feel like I'm being dismissed, and it sucks. I have to admit, having the "new guy" explaining to me why my work is being dismissed as unimportant in the grand scheme of things did rather piss me off! Six weeks does not an expert make.

Being low man on the totem pole can be a bit "sucky". Information is like the rain, it hits the top of the pole first, then trickles down. Sometimes the bottom of the pole, which supports the entire structure, feels dry as a bone. And a bit squashed.

Tomorrow is casual Friday; I'm sure things will look better in jeans and comfy shoes. It's still a good job, a good place to work, with a good boss, and job security. I am grateful for it -- mostly.